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i missed a few days in here. i bought Apple Green dye for my hair the other day.. yeh guess what? it faded away again! fuck. so im dying it back to brown with normal hair colour that you get at your pharmacy... or walmart...etc.
anyways, Rancid + August + 2 whole days = im speechless
yeh
i cant wait!!!
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[29 May 2008|02:52pm] |
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i missed a few days in here. i bought Apple Green dye for my hair the other day.. yeh guess what? it faded away again! fuck. so im dying it back to brown with normal hair colour that you get at your pharmacy... or walmart...etc.
anyways, Rancid + August + 2 whole days = cumming in my pants...almost
yeh eww
i cant wait!!!
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[26 May 2008|03:03pm] |
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ok so i bought the hair dye... yah it didnt even work. it completely washed out of my hair. so now my hair still looks like its just bleached. im heading back to Out Of The Past to get a new hair dye. like Evergreen.
i bought an Operation Ivy t-shirt on ebay today. I want it now, but it takes like 6 - 10 business days to get to me. fuck.
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[24 May 2008|07:35pm] |
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i just finished green mint icecream... or whatever its called. i bought my green hair dye.. its really green. Neon. im about to head over to my moms. she toild me im not allowed to dye my hair green tonight, holy wtf. i'll do what i fucking want. and apparently im not allowed to bring MY music to play cuz apparently no ones gona like "punk" she said. fuck whatever. im heading over there, and im bringing it... with my green hair and my booze
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[24 May 2008|01:40pm] |
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today is my moms birthday party. i bet we're all getting drunk.
i still have to go get her a present today. im going to buy green hair dye.
I'll dye it tomorrow. Devon comes back tomorrow. i miss him.
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| Why don't you take your social regulations and shove them up your ass |
[23 May 2008|10:51pm] |
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im sick of the fact that i have to smoke outside. i bought a wicked Misfits poster today. its up on my livingroom wall. seans in the shower shaving his head. i wanna dye my hair. green and black i think. better head down to Out Of The Past for that. its the only place i can buy good hair colour. i hate manic panic. it sucks balls. im gonna go get a Leftover Crack poster tomorrow. i saw it today but i didnt have enough for it. my plan is to cover this apartment in posters. oh yeah....
im waiting for my GST and tax money to arrive. with that i get new tattoo and pierce my lip. im looking forward to that. ive been talking bout piercing my lip for a long time. i had it before but it closed when i had to take it out to work at Cadbury. i hate that place. i never thought i could get sick of candy but apparentl;y you can. anywho im going OUTSIDE (omg) to smoke.
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| THIS WAS POSTED TO COMMUNITY whipme_chainme |
[23 May 2008|01:49pm] |
*Name:: Alicia
*Age:: 22
*Gender:: f
*Status:: engaged wanting open relationship
*Sexual Preference:: BOTH
*Sexual Fetishes:: Handcuffs, being tied up, being hit, play rape, prostitution
*Hobbies:: shopping for sex toys, porn,
*Interests::tattoos, piercings,
*Favorites:: black, chains, needles, P.A.I.N.
*Pick a word:: cuntsuckerfuckface
*Would u Suck a Fuck?:: yeh
*What do u think of this community?:: good to know im not the only one who feels this way
*Fill in the blank, Lydia (me) __________::suck my cunt
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[23 May 2008|01:25pm] |
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Unwritten Law - Rest of My life |
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im so tired....
i gotta go out and get a blind for the bedroom window today. hopefully not too expensive. this is definitely the best apartment ive ever had. im sitting here sipping dollarama coffee lol. cheap. we went to the reserve last night to buy cigarettes. we ended up getting 4 bags lol. holy 800 smokes. i imagine it'll keep us going for a while. sean bought me Wendy's last nite... mmmmmmm. yummy fast food. i did some work in the baby's room this morning, got the closet organized. its sooo messy in here from all the boxes. moving shit. it seems like we'll never be organized. when sean left for work today i watched him go through the courtyard... hahaha stalker!!!! jk. a part of me wanted to run out after him and hug him one more time. sometimes when he leaves i get sad. a part of me is becoming too attached. is that a good thing or a bad thing??? i dont know. anyways, im off to take a shower
toodles you noodles
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[22 May 2008|02:11pm] |
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r.a.n.d.o.m.n.e.s.s.
.beer.
.white.
.green.
.rainbow.
.high.
.blue martini.
.pornstar.
.dye.
.black pants.
.ring.
.kiss.
.tattoo.
.bar.
.dance.
.him.
.a girl.
.concert.
.drums.
.posters.
.popsicle.
.lollipop.
.music.
.black eye.
.city.
.drive.
.computer.
.photoshop.
.blinkies.
.sparklers.
.lava lamp.
.walk.
.a fuck you.
.punch.
.nemo.
.a crazy lady.
.memories.
.sex.
.pierced.
.photo.
.and a "screw you"
if you know me, you'll understand my favorite list... if you dont, you wont, so why are you reading this if you dont know me????
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Everythings moved into the new place. I kinda figured that it would have been the easiest move ever since its like right next door... but NOOOOO...it just had to be the hardest move everrrrrrrr!!!!ARRRRRGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! but its all here now. the apartment is post-nuclear. theres stuff everywhere. omg omg omg....
im waiting for my check
Waiting
WaItInG
WAITiNG!!!!!!!
need hair dye. new pants.
Need MoNeY.. thats it.
seans at work. im going up there to meet him later. I have to go get groceries and cut him some keys. i suppose i should get going.
im off to change my clothes.
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i want to go back.... WAYYYYYYYYYYY back. to before sean. say good bye, start over, end all this. and keep things dark. Im thinking of putting devon up for adoption. so that i can run around and do WHATEVER i want. I love him and I d0ont want to see him suffer. But since sean is leaving, i'll have to anyways. im done with this rap shit for a while. i dont like it right now. i miss my old shit too much. i just got my monroe piercing and in a couple more weeks im piercing my lip. I cant wait. but i have to wait til this one is unswollen. im out
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im still not keeping up on this everyday. ahhh. im cutting my hair off. fuck it who needs long hair anyways. anyways thats it..
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[08 Sep 2007|12:42pm] |
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i guess i should do this more often. maybe i didnt have enough going on in my life to write anything or maybe im just fucking lazy. i dont know. i want the sun to go away. i dont like it. i want it to be dark. so i guess i better update everyone on the news. im 6 months pregnant and having a boy. i picked out devon for a name. im not with tim anymore we broke up in like may. dont really care. Im back with Sean now and he lives with me in hamilton. im feeling pretty pessimistic right now. but it feels good i like it. you know some people are pretty fucked up. i could be too but it doesnt bother me if i am. i dont give a shit what you think. i feel like punching some people in the face. they deserve it. but at the same time im way to tired to really give a fuck about any of them. im not naming any names. but maybe i should so when i look back and read this i'll actually remember who i was talking about. ah fuck who cares. im contemplating on whether or not to go downtown and get my lip pierced today. a nice lip ring would make me feel better. maybe.... i should be cleaning right now. my apartment is fucking dirty. seans in dunnville. i cant wait til i have the baby and get back to my old size. im sick of my belly showing. i hate maternity clothes they're fucking ugly. this entry is sooooo random. fuck this im out
End Transmission
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Im tired... i didnt go to bed last night err... this morning til like 5 am. I went for coffee at timmies with Berend at like 2 am lmao. so i slept til like 12 30 this afternoon and i would have slept longer if my dad hadnt showed up at the door. im going home in like 15 minutes to do laundry. oh yay.
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[13 Jan 2007|11:43am] |
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ok so i redid my background and colours on here, but im kind of getting sick of the layout. so i think next time i am gonna make it completely different. anyways, so i have come to the conclusion that i have no lover... as sad as it is....its true. i have been living in an imaginary world. i just couldnt understand how someone could act completly like you boyfriend but not call it that. it doesnt make the other person feel good to hear that (and me being the other person i mean). so i didnt know what else to think. so i came up with a solution and then proposed it to him. but it didnt go as i thought it would, i thought he wouldnt care, but i truely think he does. i just dont want to be alone the rest of my life. and truthfully i don't want to see other ppl because there is no one in this world that i would rather be with. but the problem is that i cant have him. he wont let me. and that hurts. and now that i've accepted that, im almost ready to give up. i've always been a pretty strong person and i havent really actually givin up on anything before, but this time i really think that i might have to. no matter what i do he just doesnt want me. maybe I am the problem. maybe his expectations are too high. and i know he got burned before by someone else and i dont know if it has anything to do with that but i know that im not her.
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[06 Jan 2007|11:45am] |
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Senses Fail - Martini Kiss |
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ok so party last night at bam's house. i didnt drink very much but i still managed to come home and literally rip my clothes off for my boyfriend lol. i am soo sexy hahaha.
you know it!! anyways, so me and lindsay have an evil plot to make somebody jealous haha! but i cant tell you or that person is sure to find out, and if you ask me i'll have to kill you...
There's poison in my drinking glass
Don't stop, just sip it down
And in a swirling masquerade of sound
My body hits the ground
I'm beautiful when I'm asleep
Martini kisses land
On my blistered bloody scarlet lips
The bottle's in my hand
Burn out, not fade away
i'll speak in riddles so you can understand
I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen
So in love with me, like sand to wet feet
I'll write both our names into the wet concrete
We're glistening like silver spoons
Beneath the summer night
Oh, can you smell the subtle hint of frost
As the flowers start to cry
The autumn winds are bringing graves
To all the emerald trees
They're so beautiful in their dismay
The colors slowly bleed
The pawns will fade away
The king's at his checkmate
And I sit here
With a sick grin
Choking, as I laugh until I die
senses fail
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[02 Jan 2007|11:47am] |
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i was supposed to got to a party at Antons on new years eve. but i didnt get my money so i didnt go cuz i had no booze. well i had no boozed that i wanted to bring that is. i still had thed wiskey that was in tims freezer that me and him ended up drinking that night anyways. so my holidays went pretty good. i got a lot of purfume for christmas. thats pretty much all i got lol. but thats good i loved to smell good haha. tim got me these wicked headphones. it was my favorite present. anything that has to do with music is good. so tomorrow i have to go to Hagersville Hospital to see a neurologist. oh yay.
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ok so i left for hamilton yesterday and wasnt supposed to be back until like tuesday but i got sick. oh fuck i was soo sick!! i took malakai to the mall today and i bought a new outfit. tim picked me up tonight and now im back at his house again. stupid sickness...
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